:')

you know that i like you for long time, but i can't tell you.. so i keep this feeling on my own
but, the more i keep it, i like you more and more! and i'm afraid that this feeling would be changed into possessive
so, i decided to confess to you, and you replied something i can't thought and it made me feel very guilty and sad :'(
i told you everything that i've been kept all this time, and i told you that i'll forget you after this
but.....
i think i can't, but i have to! i don't want you to be sad..  i just want you to be happy, even if it's not with me :') i understand.............
just so you know, i'll forget that i like you but i'll always remember you :)
and i hope you'll find someone better than me or her, i always pray for it
i'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier, i just don't want you guys to be hurt :'(
and thank you for everything that you gave to me, even if you think that it's nothing but it means a lot to me.....
you teached me what true love is, and i won't forget it ;)
you're the best thing i've ever know.........
the point is,

sorry and thank you for everything :)

buon compleanno, meta cara! :D

hey blog! it's already 3 weeks since i logged in and posting -..- halah apasih mir bahasa masih belepotan aja belagu

oke, back to the topic. now i wanna tell you my story about my friend's birthday. she is meta! (y) alias miss expressionless. jadi, rencananya pas sebelum uas, kita mau nonton narnia abis uas. nah, kebetulan, tgl 20 si meta ultah tuh, daan di sekolah udah ga ngapa2in jadi kita tetepin: jalan-tgl-20-sekalian-mau-ngasih-surprise-ke-meta

pas sabtunya,gue kan pergi ke ciater (yg di jabar yah, bukan bsd) pile elya ilfi regina sms gua terus! katanya "mir, senin gimana nih? beli kuenya dimana? masa bawa2 kue ke mall?" etc dll dsb (dan saya bingung -..-) eh sialnya, emang dasar 3 kartugaadasinyalbersaudara.blogspot.com (lahlah kok jadi promosi blog sih? -_-) gue jadi gabisa balesin sms mereka gara2 ga ada sinyal!OMG, g u can see me *autis

akhirnya gue bilangin aja dalem hati maap yaaa taman2, hp gue epleng, sinyalnya kosooong =3=

eh pas udah balik dr ciater, gua bales2in dah tuh sms taman2 sakalian. eh pada balesnya "basi mir, udah hari minggu baru dibales" yeuuu masih mending gua bales kan --"

oke, back to the topic. hari seninnya, karena udah tradisi gua berangkat ngaret -_- dan regina meta elya udah nungguin gue di muncul kita langsung caw ke bsd plaza dan disana kita ketemu lia. pas gua mau ke kamar mandi, kaya ada yg manggilin gue, tapi kok suaranya kaya anak kecil yah? pikiran gua dalem hati. perasaan gua ga bawa anak dah -,- eh ternyata yg manggil itu lia haha mangap yeu li, gua kira ada anak ilang tiba2 manggilin gua, bisa berabe urusannya!

nah yaudah tuh, pas ke xxi beli tiket, muncullah ide jahat gua. gua regina lia nyuruh meta beli tiket sendiri dan kita duduk di sofa nungguin dia hihihihihi *ketawa setan

eh metanya kaya ngambek gitu dikerjain sama kita HA HA HA lagian sih pake ultah hari senin segala :-P oke setelah itu kita kebawah dulu belanja snack buat ntar nonton. eh emang dasar elya ..... , belanjaannya ga dimasukin ke tas, melainkan dibawa2 aja. alhasil sama satpam jadi diambil deh makanannya -_- yaoloooh tolong

oke kita masuk ke studio 2 buat nonton (#infogapenting) eh ternyata filmnya seruuuu haha ga nyesel deh gua tungguin sampe sekarang!

setelah nonton, kita pergi makan ke kfc (eksis everywhere) sementara pile dan ilfi mencar buat ngambil kue. pas kita lagi makan, pile sama ilfi tiba2 muncul bawa2 kue udah ada lilinnya (yeeeeee) dan kita ngucapin happy birthday ke meta: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY META, HAPPY BIRTHDAY META. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY METAAAA"

before

after

 

oke sekali lagi SELAMAT ULANG TAUN META BUDIALICE hahahaha :D

setelah selesai makan, kita caw ke tempat karokean. pas mulai karokean, kita udah joget2 kaya orang-gila-yg-ga-pernah-pergi-ke-tempat-karaoke-dan-nyanyi-teriak-dsb 

niatnya kita mau karokean 2 jam tuh, eh karena faktor ekonomi yg tidak memadai, jdnya cuma 1 jam aja deh :(

setelah selese karokean, masih jam 4 tuh, dan kuenya belum dimakan jadi kita duduk di tempat yg ada free hotspotnya. you-know-what-girls-will-do-when-they-sit-down-together? yup, kita nge-gossip tentang temen2 sekolah mulai dari yg terkucil sampe tereksis

karena keasyikan ngobrol, begitu gua liat eh udah jam 5 aja deh. yowes, kita caw pulang!

oke, yesterday is the best day i've ever had w/ my friends :))))))) and a lot of thanks to:

meta (i hope yesterday was the best day for you :D) nopile regina lia ilfi and elya

i can't do this without you all :3

xoxoxo

i must strong, i have to be strong !!!!!

i know that you're with her now
and i know that there's no change that i'll be your something special
because of that, i have to be strong
i can't keep going on like this. this is the life that i don't want
she even doesn't realize that i like her bf
but that's okay, i'll keep this feeling on my own
i must strong, i can't be weak
even if my heart is fragile, but i'm sure that i'll forget you as soon as possible

Jazmine Sullivan: Bust Your Windows

I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could never feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should know it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh (I ain't sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)
(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby
really,really hurt me baby

Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.

Tugas TIK

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when the time has come..

i shouldn't have known you

when i met you, i thought that you're a nice person. when we were closer to each other, i became the happiest person in this world. but after we got together, you changed. seems like you didn't not love me anymore, even when i asked why you just answer with nothing. you know what? that hurts me a lot. you said that you'd loyal to me, love me as long as you live. but what now? you deny your vow and you just left me here without telling me. i even couldn't cry, my teardrops is too worth for you. now i hope that you'll find someone better than me, and i wish a happiness for you. farewell, my love

adios,

il mio amore, carossima, mio caro :')