buon compleanno, meta cara! :D

hey blog! it's already 3 weeks since i logged in and posting -..- halah apasih mir bahasa masih belepotan aja belagu

oke, back to the topic. now i wanna tell you my story about my friend's birthday. she is meta! (y) alias miss expressionless. jadi, rencananya pas sebelum uas, kita mau nonton narnia abis uas. nah, kebetulan, tgl 20 si meta ultah tuh, daan di sekolah udah ga ngapa2in jadi kita tetepin: jalan-tgl-20-sekalian-mau-ngasih-surprise-ke-meta

pas sabtunya,gue kan pergi ke ciater (yg di jabar yah, bukan bsd) pile elya ilfi regina sms gua terus! katanya "mir, senin gimana nih? beli kuenya dimana? masa bawa2 kue ke mall?" etc dll dsb (dan saya bingung -..-) eh sialnya, emang dasar 3 kartugaadasinyalbersaudara.blogspot.com (lahlah kok jadi promosi blog sih? -_-) gue jadi gabisa balesin sms mereka gara2 ga ada sinyal!OMG, g u can see me *autis

akhirnya gue bilangin aja dalem hati maap yaaa taman2, hp gue epleng, sinyalnya kosooong =3=

eh pas udah balik dr ciater, gua bales2in dah tuh sms taman2 sakalian. eh pada balesnya "basi mir, udah hari minggu baru dibales" yeuuu masih mending gua bales kan --"

oke, back to the topic. hari seninnya, karena udah tradisi gua berangkat ngaret -_- dan regina meta elya udah nungguin gue di muncul kita langsung caw ke bsd plaza dan disana kita ketemu lia. pas gua mau ke kamar mandi, kaya ada yg manggilin gue, tapi kok suaranya kaya anak kecil yah? pikiran gua dalem hati. perasaan gua ga bawa anak dah -,- eh ternyata yg manggil itu lia haha mangap yeu li, gua kira ada anak ilang tiba2 manggilin gua, bisa berabe urusannya!

nah yaudah tuh, pas ke xxi beli tiket, muncullah ide jahat gua. gua regina lia nyuruh meta beli tiket sendiri dan kita duduk di sofa nungguin dia hihihihihi *ketawa setan

eh metanya kaya ngambek gitu dikerjain sama kita HA HA HA lagian sih pake ultah hari senin segala :-P oke setelah itu kita kebawah dulu belanja snack buat ntar nonton. eh emang dasar elya ..... , belanjaannya ga dimasukin ke tas, melainkan dibawa2 aja. alhasil sama satpam jadi diambil deh makanannya -_- yaoloooh tolong

oke kita masuk ke studio 2 buat nonton (#infogapenting) eh ternyata filmnya seruuuu haha ga nyesel deh gua tungguin sampe sekarang!

setelah nonton, kita pergi makan ke kfc (eksis everywhere) sementara pile dan ilfi mencar buat ngambil kue. pas kita lagi makan, pile sama ilfi tiba2 muncul bawa2 kue udah ada lilinnya (yeeeeee) dan kita ngucapin happy birthday ke meta: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY META, HAPPY BIRTHDAY META. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY METAAAA"

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oke sekali lagi SELAMAT ULANG TAUN META BUDIALICE hahahaha :D

setelah selesai makan, kita caw ke tempat karokean. pas mulai karokean, kita udah joget2 kaya orang-gila-yg-ga-pernah-pergi-ke-tempat-karaoke-dan-nyanyi-teriak-dsb 

niatnya kita mau karokean 2 jam tuh, eh karena faktor ekonomi yg tidak memadai, jdnya cuma 1 jam aja deh :(

setelah selese karokean, masih jam 4 tuh, dan kuenya belum dimakan jadi kita duduk di tempat yg ada free hotspotnya. you-know-what-girls-will-do-when-they-sit-down-together? yup, kita nge-gossip tentang temen2 sekolah mulai dari yg terkucil sampe tereksis

karena keasyikan ngobrol, begitu gua liat eh udah jam 5 aja deh. yowes, kita caw pulang!

oke, yesterday is the best day i've ever had w/ my friends :))))))) and a lot of thanks to:

meta (i hope yesterday was the best day for you :D) nopile regina lia ilfi and elya

i can't do this without you all :3

xoxoxo

i must strong, i have to be strong !!!!!

i know that you're with her now
and i know that there's no change that i'll be your something special
because of that, i have to be strong
i can't keep going on like this. this is the life that i don't want
she even doesn't realize that i like her bf
but that's okay, i'll keep this feeling on my own
i must strong, i can't be weak
even if my heart is fragile, but i'm sure that i'll forget you as soon as possible

Jazmine Sullivan: Bust Your Windows

I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could never feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should know it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh (I ain't sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)
(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby
really,really hurt me baby

Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.

Tugas TIK

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when the time has come..

i shouldn't have known you

when i met you, i thought that you're a nice person. when we were closer to each other, i became the happiest person in this world. but after we got together, you changed. seems like you didn't not love me anymore, even when i asked why you just answer with nothing. you know what? that hurts me a lot. you said that you'd loyal to me, love me as long as you live. but what now? you deny your vow and you just left me here without telling me. i even couldn't cry, my teardrops is too worth for you. now i hope that you'll find someone better than me, and i wish a happiness for you. farewell, my love

adios,

il mio amore, carossima, mio caro :')

thirteen reasons why

Clay Jensen, an average, if somewhat shy, California high school student, returns home from school one day to find a box sitting on his doorstep. Upon opening it, he discovers that it is a shoebox containing seven cassette tapes recorded by the late Hannah Baker, his classmate and emotional crush who recently committed suicide. The tapes were initially mailed to one classmate with instructions to pass them from one student to another, in the style of a chain letter. On the tapes, Hannah explains to thirteen people how they played a role in her death, by giving thirteen reasons to explain why she took her life. Curiosity and fear of exposure keep the people on the list listening to the tapes, and through the audio narrative Hannah reveals her pain, and her slide into depression that ultimately leads to her suicide.

The Thirteen Reasons

#1. Justin Foley, the first boy Hannah had ever kissed, who lies and exaggerates the event saying that they had gone further. This gives Hannah a negative reputation at her new school.

#2. Alex Standall, the boy who put her down as the "Hottest Ass in the Freshman Class" on his Freshman Class—Who's Hot / Who's Not list. This action perpetuates the reputation of promiscuity, and causes her to become the object of sexual harassment.

#3. Jessica Davis, one of her first acquaintances. She was jealous of Hannah due to the fact that Hannah had been put on the Hot list and Jessica herself was on the not list. Jessica also liked Alex, assumed the rumors that Justin was perpetuating were true, and abandoned Hannah as a friend.

#4. Tyler Down, a boy who was peeping in Hannah's window and taking pictures of her. Hannah and another girl (Courtney) attempted to catch him in the act. This causes Hannah to feel unsafe in one of her last sanctuaries, her own home.

#5. Courtney Crimsen, a girl who most consider nice, who often hurts people unintentionally. Hannah had thought that they had become friends after playfully attempting to catch the stalker/peeping Tom, but Hannah discovers that Courtney, too, has been manufacturing and perpetuating rumors.

#6. Marcus Cooley, who went on a date with Hannah on Valentine's Day. The date was a joke, but he realized that Hannah might have taken it seriously and went to the diner. When he finds her there, he tries to force her to allow him to touch her in a sexual manner.

#7. Zach Dempsey, who witnesses the confrontation between Marcus and Hannah, offers assistance, but is rebuffed by Hannah. Possibly out of spite, he later steals her "compliment letters", which were a part of a Peer Communication class, when Hannah was in severe need of positive reinforcement.

#8. Ryan Shaver, the editor of a school newspaper, who befriended Hannah out of a common interest in poetry, shared private poems with her, and Hannah shared her private poems with him. Ryan published one of Hannah's poems which he had stolen, and her private poem was dissected and ridiculed among the student body.

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#9. Clay Jensen (co-narrator), whom Hannah connected with and fell in love with, but at this point in her life she was having difficulty connecting with anyone on an emotional level. Clay was not on the list, but she sent him the tapes because she regretted never getting the opportunity to know him better. Clay conversely feels guilty that he didn't try harder to understand Hannah, who he had affection for in return.

#10. Justin Foley (again), who after leaving Jessica Davis passed out in a bedroom at a party, allows Bryce Walker to enter the room and rape her. Unknown to everyone, Hannah was hiding in the closet, and did not help Jessica either. She holds herself and Justin partially responsible for Jessica's rape.

#11. Jenny Kurtz, a cheerleader who helped hook Hannah up with Marcus. She was giving Hannah a ride home when she hit and knocked over a stop sign. Jenny refused to report it and, when pressed further, kicked Hannah out of the car. Later that evening, a senior citizen was hurt and a student from their school died in an accident due to the missing stop sign.

#12. Bryce Walker, who engaged in manual sex with her after another party, ignored her apathy towards him. Hannah consented to this activity to try and force herself to the conclusion that committing suicide was the right choice.

#13. Mr. Porter, the counselor whom she hinted to about her plans to commit suicide still allowed her to leave his office and failed to follow up properly. His poor advice was the last straw for Hannah.

finally !

finally, i know how about my own feelings for him.

maybe I'm just admiring him. i don't actually love him, because when he's close to other girl, i don't feel any jealous or angry or something. and i know that you're just regard me as a friend, nothing more. but I'm still confuse. why are you so care to me? (or just my thought) when i was sick, you were asking me why was i sick, had i drink medicine, or went to the doctor, etc. oh boy, you're REALLY REALLY making me confuse 7 circumference (apadeh mir -_-')

the point is: you don't love me, i don't love you. you regard me as a friend, and so do i. thanks for all that "care" you gave me all this time :') it was so nice knowing and loving you...

H O T ! ! ! ! ! ! !

entah mengapa hari ini tumben banget lab TIK gerah ! padahal AC-nya udah nyala, tapi tetep aja masih gerah -__________-" ohnoooooo

advice?

ada yg punya saran ga gimana caranya buat ngelupain cowo yg kita sukain?kalo ada, please give me advice, because i don't have one :'(

this pain is killing me :'(

good evening guys! i wanna tell you about a story that i won't forget

i have a TOOTHACHE!!!! OMG IT HURTS SO MUCH! sh*t -_-"

dari 2 hari yg lalu sebenernya gigi gue udah gatel2 gajelas gitu, udah kumur2 (sori ya kalo jorok) eh ga ilang2 juga :( sampe mau nangis rasanya tapi eh baru inget masih di sekolah yaudah gue tahan2 deh tuh nangisnya. pas sampe rumah langsung gue taro tas dan ga sempet ganti baju, langsung beringasan buka kotak obat buat cari obat sakit gigi *kaya orang gila ngamuk aja dah -_-

eh ternyata ga ada! aaaaaa gimana ini?! udah gigi sakitnya minta ampun, obatnya malah abis zzzzz gue coba telpon nyokap dan ternyata (lagi) obatnya ada di nyokap gue daaaan hebatnya lagi nyokap gue masih di kantor! duh, great '-_- yaudah tuh gue cobain tiduran, eh ga ilang juga loh sakitnya :'( akhirnya, pas nyokap dateng (thanks ya Allah) langsung gue samber dan nanya 'mana obatnya? pain to death nih!' pas udah diminum, gue kirain sakitnya bakalan ilang eh taunya ga ilang2 dan malah nambah sakit. yaolooooh tolonglah hamba-Mu ini -______________- besoknya, gue ga masuk sekolah gara2 ini gigi masih aja sakit ga ilang2, cuma berkurang dikit doang (yah ga ketemu sama........) dan kemaren selama seharian aktivitas gue cuma tidur makan mandi dengerin lagu tidur lagi dan nangis meraung raung sambil jerit2 'SAKIIIITTT!!!!!!!' sabtu paginya, harusnya kan gue kerja kelompok sama meli meta ilfi, eh gue ga bisa ikut karena ini gigi (lagi) masih sakit nyut2an gila booo sakit beudh! +_+ seharian ini pun yg gue lakukan hanya tidur makan tidur lagi mandi nonton tv dan ol karena sakitnya udah mulai redaan (DIKIT)

i hope this pain will be gone tomorrow and ever and ever, wish me luck okay :')

don't...

why did i have to fall for a guy like you? i can't compare with you, you're way too perfect. we're like the earth and the sky, which is i'm the earth and you're the sky. it's impossible for me to compete you in any way

why are you being so nice to me? if you don't like, like, ever then don't give me that kind of attitude. it's like you're making me fly too high, and then fall deep hurt.

you're just TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE !

so, if you can't love me back, then please i'm begging you not to give me any false hope...

Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

halloween's day

yesterday was a HALLOWEEN'S DAY. i and my family watched many horror movies, such as Ghost Whisperer, The Haunting in Connecticut and Return to Halloweentown. boooo it was scary! -_-

where are 'you' now?

i'm confuse with you, what's wrong with you? you've changed. you're not like the 'you' you used to be. you're slowly keep a distance from me. you seldom talk with me now.

why???

i like the old you. i like it when we're texting. i like it when we're talking and laughing together. i like it when you're not avoiding me like you hate me

baby, don't make me confuse. please return to yourself. i miss you. i miss everything you have. i miss it so much... :'(

nonbar ipa 6

hello everybody, how are you? feeling good? if you say yes, then it's same with me :)
i wanna share you a story. kemaren gue sama anak cewe ipa 6 pengen nonton bareng di rumah pile, dan akhirnya yg jadi cuma gue, ilfi, meta, elya, dan indah. sebenernya sih meli dateng, tapi dia balik ke sekolah gara2 ada kir ( ya ampun mel, rajin sekali dirimu. aku mah males banget yeu -_- ) . okay, back to the story, niatnya nih gue kan pengen berangkat sama indah dan ilfi eh ternyata indah pergi ke dokter dulu -_- yaudin jadinya gue barengan sama ilfi. niatnya kita ketemuan dulu di gria jam 11, eh ngaret sampe 30 menit (maklum, namanya juga indonesia jamnya jam karet)

sialnya (emang ga boleh pergi kali ya gue?) pas udah ketemu sama ilfi, dengan spontannya ujan turun! deres, berangin, glutuk glutuk pula (gayung kali din glutuk glutuk mah hahaha) ah sial banget nasib gue -_- alhasil gue dan ilfi neduh dulu di depan ruko2 gitu sampe jam 12an. eh pas udah agak reda dan kita siap chaw ke rumah pile, indah sms gue dan minta ditungguin. yaudin akhirnya gue dan ilfi berenti lagi di depan pamsquare (eksis ye lu) untuk nungguin indah. setelah nunggu sekitar 15 menitan, indah dateng tuh, yaudah kita kembali on the road to pile's house (sebenernya sih masih agak2 rintik ujannnya) pinternya, kita bertiga ga ada yg tau rumah pile dimana! kita cuma tau kompleknya aja (great, masa iya nungguin di depan komplek sampe ada yg jemput? males gilaaa) akhirnya, kita berenti dulu (lagi) dan nge-sms pile dimana rumahnya dia. udah itu, kita lurus aja naik motor, eh pas di pinggirnya gue ngeliat ada 2 orang lagi mejeng di depan rumah orang. eh ternyata itu meta sama elya yaudin otomatis kita minggir dan berenti.

sampe di rumah pile! yesss hahaha pas udah masuk kamar, kita bingung mau nonton apa -_- (omaigat yaolooh tolong) eh pada ngusulin nonton step up 2 yaudin kita nonton step up 2 deh. tiba2 meta nanya: "ada adegan kissing ga?" gue jawab "ada, tapi pas terakhirnya doang kok" eh meta dengan muka datarnya jawab: "yah dosa gue kan udah banyak, masa ngeliat yg kaga gitu lagi deh" spontan gue dan yg lain ketawa ngakak (aduh met mukanya jangan datar2 amat bisa kaliii) oke! back to the topic, di tengah2 film elya pulang duluan (yaah, titi dj ya el) emang dasar cewe ya kodratnya narsis, kita malah foto2 dan ga merhatiin layar kaca -_- (gua rasa tv yg nonton kita kayaknya) ah cape narsis, akhirnya kita nonton lagi deh (sempet keganggu gara2 merhatiin "meta dan rubik" suaranya bersisik beudh -_- di silent aja met suaranyaaa). selesai step up 2, kita pengen nonton film horror, tapi bingung mau nonton yg mana. setelah rundingan di KMB (lebay mir, je a ye u es alias jayus) kita mutusin untuk nonton the haunting in connecticut. yaaa filmnya lumayan serem sih, tapi gara2 ga begitu konsen pas nonton jadinya gue kurang ngerti ceritanya, gatau deh kalo yg lain ngerti apa engga. pas filmnya tinggal 30 menitan lagi, indah pengen buru2 pulang, katanya "mau pergi nanti malem" (cieee indah satnite-an sama pacar acik acik haha) yaudah deh akhirnya film belum selesai dan kita buru2 pulang takut ujan lagi!

Randy Newman - When I'm Gone

The time for us to say goodbye is near
The day I hoped would never come is here
Though many hearts are broken we must somehow carry on
Cause I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I thought my life was over when we met
So little to remember, so much to forget
Though it was you who saw me through the darkness to the dawn
Still I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'm a modest man
And it hurts me to say these things to you
After all we've been through it's the least that I can do
So instead of just goodbye I'll say so long
And as for the light by which you see me leave it on
I'm a better man than I was before
knowing you has made me strong
and I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone
Yes I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone

http://www.4shared.com/audio/R8Ljmvyp/when_I_m_gone_by_Randy_Newman_.htm

bimbang

halo blogger kembali lagi bersama saya miranti dalam "dunia dalam blog" (aduh apa sih mir ga penting -_-') saya akan menceritakan semua unek unek dan kebimbangan saya dalam posting terbaru ini.

pemirsa, apakah anda tahu? sekarang ini saya sedang menyukai seorang laki-laki, dia satu sekolah dengan saya bahkan sama sama ipa loh! (makin ga penting -_-") udah deh cape ah ngomong bahasa formal, langsung aja ya..gue jadi makin bingung deh, sebenernya itu gue suka sama dia apa engga sih? nih masa ya, kan biasanya kalo cewe suka sama cowo trus tuh cowo deket sama cewe lain langsung jealous nah kalo gue kasusnya beda! gue (dengan begonya) malah seneng ngeliat hal itu dan (lebih parahnya lagi) ngedukung kalo mereka itu deket -_- mir mir you're so obviously stupid yah ternyata
nah masalah utamanya itu: gimana caranya ngebuktiin kalo gue suka sama dia? kalo gue deketan sama dia aja, gue ga ngerasain apa-apa gitu. trus juga kayaknya nih dia tuh ga suka sama gue (ga suka=suka ngehindar) wadaowwww gimance dong? jadi pusing deh -_- yg bisa kasih solusi, plis komen ya..thanks :)

mandy moore - only hope...

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope. :')
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

finished

i think i should stop liking him, because it's futile for him to love me..

:'(

Justin Bieber - U Smile

Oh
Yeah
Mmmm

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)

If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
http://www.elyricsworld.com/u_smile_lyrics_justin_bieber.html
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh

You smile I smile

You smile I smile :) 

Justin Bieber - U Smile Music Video

step up 3! WOOHOOOOO

yesssss..finally what i'm waiting for is COMING! :DDDD *jubilant

akhirnya kesampean juga pengen nonton step up 3 di bioskop bareng temen temen hahaha

awalnya sih yg pengen nonton banyakan, ternyata yg bener2 jadi cuma ber 5 doang -_-

ih ih ih this film is FREAKING GREAT, apalagi pas adegan dance nya uooooooo i guess no word can describe it!!! by the way,  si adam g sevani a.k.a moose itu cuteeee and the way he moves and dance is also good (y) jadi envy deh -_-' oiya yg jadi luke atau rick malambri (kalo ga salah) juga cakep, he's handsome either his face or his moves :)))

my comment about this movie: IT'S SO GOOD! step up 2 is also good at the dance scene, but i think this is better! yeay :00000<<< *plok plok plok

hahaha buat kalian yg belum nonton film ini, i suggest you to watch it A.S.A.P okay! byeee :)

why?

"LIFE IS SO UNFAIR..."

have you ever think about that sometimes? yup that's what i think right now. "why does she has slim body? why does she has white skin, but i don't? why does he rich? why does everyone have everything they want?" i try not to care about it, but after i think and think again why i can't get what i want? life's HARD and UNFAIR..
i thought that life is not like spinning wheel !

Rick Price - If You Were My Baby

I could dream my life away
What would I care anyway
It'd be so fine
If you were my baby

I'd be walking ten feet tall
With your love, girl
Why should I worry at all
If you were my baby

I'd never be lonely
If you were my only love
If you were my baby
I'd take my last breath
Before I would let you go
And I promise I'd love you forever and ever
If you were my baby

We'd go walking late at night
Count the starts up in the sky
Just you and me
If you were my baby

Stop to kiss under a tree
Listen to the sound of the whispering breeze
If you were my baby

I'd never be lonely
If you were my only love
If you were my baby
I'd take my last breath
Before I would let you go
And I promise I'd love you forever and ever
If you were my baby

Oh, how wonderful life would be
If you'd give your love to me
Just to hold you endlessly
Is all I'd ever need

I'd never be lonely
If you were my only love
If you were my baby
I'd take my last breath
Before I would let you go
And I promise I'd love you forever and ever
If you were my baby
Oh, if you were my baby
If you were my baby

outpouring..

hey guys i wanna bring out all of my burden to my blog, enjoy..

thanks to you, you had turned my life upside down

have i ever means in your eyes?

i love you, but you don't love me

i care about you, but you never care about me

it seems like you are avoiding me all the time

am i like a virus to you?

i am so confuse..

i think everything..and finally now i understand that i 'm meaningless to you

maybe i should keep a distance from you, otherwise..

i can't forget you at all

i realized that i could never be your girl, but still..

no one can replace you in my heart

don't get me wrong okay? without you, i can still stand on my own feet

so, i guess this is a goodbye from me to you boy..

i pray to God that you will get better girl, even if she's not me... :')

by: M.A

Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you <3
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm TIRED of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

confuseness never ends

hey guys maybe it's my first time posting since the 3rd grade of junior high school -_- halah apa deh mir

By the way anyway busway, gue mau nanya nih..gimana rasanya kalo lo suka sama seseorang yg ga mungkin bisa suka sama lo? SEDIH? MARAH? SAKIT? itulah hal yg sekarang ini gue rasain :'( poor meeee

kenapa semuanya ini harus terjadi sama gue?
kenapa ga orang lain aja?
gue cuma bisa tabah ngeratapin nasib gue sendiri yg sangat sangat MENYEDIHKAN..

Bahaya Merokok

Definisi passive smoking (v) yang gw dapat dari Merriam-Webster’s Medical Dictionary yaitu, “the involuntary inhalation of tobacco smoke (as from another’s cigarette) especially by a nonsmoker “. Untuk definisi perokok aktif ya berarti kata bendanya aja.

Asap utama (mainstream smoke) adalah asap yang dihirup dan dibuang oleh perokok aktif.

Asap sampingan adalah asap hasil pembakaran ujung rokok.

Apa sih yang ada di rokok?

Hmm…banyak….

ya iyalah…..Yang jelas ada sekitar ribuan bahan kimia dalam bentuk padat maupun gas. 43 diantaranya positif karsinogen (penyebab kanker), diantaranya karbonmonoksida (menurunkan kadar oksigen), nikotin (penyebab kecanduan dan bisa menurunkan kerja otot hati), dan Tar (campuran bermacam2 zat beracun). Environmental Protection Agency (WALHI-ny Amrik kali ya..) menggolongkan rokok sebagai karsinogen kelas A, disejajarkan dengan asbeston, arsenik, benzene, dan radon.

Kenapa perokok pasif?

Nah, ternyata sebagian besar gas-gas yang (berpotensi) beracun adanya di asap sampingan. Kenapa begitu? Gampangnya begini deh, asap utama sudah terkena saringan (filter) terlebih dahulu sebelum masuk paru2 perokok aktif, sementara asap sampingan adalah hasil pembakaran langsung. Hubungannya apa? Ternyata 85% dari asap yang dihisap perokok pasif itu adalah asap sampingan. Hmm… perokok pasif jadi yang paling menderita kan…??!

Efek bagi perokok pasif

Efeknya itu sendiri ada dua macam, efek langsung dan tidak langsung. Efek langsungnya seperti iritasi mata, batuk-batuk, pusing, dan mual-mual. Buat penderita asma bahkan katanya bisa membuat penurunan fungsi paru-paru (walaupun baru sebentar kena asapnya).

Segitu aja? Ya ngga lah…Kan ada efek tidak langsung-nya. Ini yang lebih mengerikan. Secara umum, perokok pasif memiliki peningkatan risiko untuk terkena kanker sebanyak 25%. Buat bayi, ada yang namanya Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, atau kematian mendadak bayi, biasanya yang umurnya kurang dari 1 tahun. Jangankan bayi, yang belum lahir saja bisa terkena dampaknya, calon ibu yang merokok atau terpapar asap rokok saat mengandung bisa menyebabkan berbagai kelainan saat melahirkan, seperti kekurangan berat badan, posisi janin yang tidak benar, dan lain-lain.

Bagi anak-anak, asap rokok bisa menyebabkan pneumonia, bronkitis, asma, infeksi telinga, dan lain-lain. Bagi orang dewasa, asap rokok dapat menyebabkan berbagai jenis kanker seperti kanker paru-paru dan kanker payudara, sinus, penyakit jantung, dan menurunkan fungsi hati.

Fakta-fakta

Penyakit akibat rokok di AS diperkirakan menjangkiti sekitar 400ribu orang, termasuk yang tidak merokok secara aktif.
3000 orang di AS meninggal karena kanker paru-paru yang disebabkan oleh asap rokok.
Sekitar 70% dari 3000 orang tersebut terpapar asap rokok saat berada di tempat umum.
Nah…sudah jelas kan sekarang kenapa kalian para perokok tidak boleh merokok di tempat umum? Kalian bukan hanya meracuni diri sendiri (which i don’t care), tapi juga menyebar racun untuk dihirup orang lain. Tolong lah hormati orang yang tidak merokok. Gw sendiri kadang suka mengumpat dan menyumpahi (tentu saja dalam hati, hoho) orang-orang yang merokok di tempat umum (terutama di kereta), dan gw juga cukup yakin kalau ga cuma gw yang benci. Betapa tidak berharganya hiduplo kalo lo dibenci banyak orang, karena hidup itu berharga kalau kita banyak bermanfaat buat orang sekitar kita, bukan banyak menyumbang asap.

Terakhir,

“Smokers take a health risk every time they choose to light up.
That is their decision and their choice. But just as smokers have right to smoke, non-smokers also have a right to fresh air.” (Queensland Cancer Fund).