finally !

finally, i know how about my own feelings for him.

maybe I'm just admiring him. i don't actually love him, because when he's close to other girl, i don't feel any jealous or angry or something. and i know that you're just regard me as a friend, nothing more. but I'm still confuse. why are you so care to me? (or just my thought) when i was sick, you were asking me why was i sick, had i drink medicine, or went to the doctor, etc. oh boy, you're REALLY REALLY making me confuse 7 circumference (apadeh mir -_-')

the point is: you don't love me, i don't love you. you regard me as a friend, and so do i. thanks for all that "care" you gave me all this time :') it was so nice knowing and loving you...