halloween's day

yesterday was a HALLOWEEN'S DAY. i and my family watched many horror movies, such as Ghost Whisperer, The Haunting in Connecticut and Return to Halloweentown. boooo it was scary! -_-

where are 'you' now?

i'm confuse with you, what's wrong with you? you've changed. you're not like the 'you' you used to be. you're slowly keep a distance from me. you seldom talk with me now.

why???

i like the old you. i like it when we're texting. i like it when we're talking and laughing together. i like it when you're not avoiding me like you hate me

baby, don't make me confuse. please return to yourself. i miss you. i miss everything you have. i miss it so much... :'(

nonbar ipa 6

hello everybody, how are you? feeling good? if you say yes, then it's same with me :)
i wanna share you a story. kemaren gue sama anak cewe ipa 6 pengen nonton bareng di rumah pile, dan akhirnya yg jadi cuma gue, ilfi, meta, elya, dan indah. sebenernya sih meli dateng, tapi dia balik ke sekolah gara2 ada kir ( ya ampun mel, rajin sekali dirimu. aku mah males banget yeu -_- ) . okay, back to the story, niatnya nih gue kan pengen berangkat sama indah dan ilfi eh ternyata indah pergi ke dokter dulu -_- yaudin jadinya gue barengan sama ilfi. niatnya kita ketemuan dulu di gria jam 11, eh ngaret sampe 30 menit (maklum, namanya juga indonesia jamnya jam karet)

sialnya (emang ga boleh pergi kali ya gue?) pas udah ketemu sama ilfi, dengan spontannya ujan turun! deres, berangin, glutuk glutuk pula (gayung kali din glutuk glutuk mah hahaha) ah sial banget nasib gue -_- alhasil gue dan ilfi neduh dulu di depan ruko2 gitu sampe jam 12an. eh pas udah agak reda dan kita siap chaw ke rumah pile, indah sms gue dan minta ditungguin. yaudin akhirnya gue dan ilfi berenti lagi di depan pamsquare (eksis ye lu) untuk nungguin indah. setelah nunggu sekitar 15 menitan, indah dateng tuh, yaudah kita kembali on the road to pile's house (sebenernya sih masih agak2 rintik ujannnya) pinternya, kita bertiga ga ada yg tau rumah pile dimana! kita cuma tau kompleknya aja (great, masa iya nungguin di depan komplek sampe ada yg jemput? males gilaaa) akhirnya, kita berenti dulu (lagi) dan nge-sms pile dimana rumahnya dia. udah itu, kita lurus aja naik motor, eh pas di pinggirnya gue ngeliat ada 2 orang lagi mejeng di depan rumah orang. eh ternyata itu meta sama elya yaudin otomatis kita minggir dan berenti.

sampe di rumah pile! yesss hahaha pas udah masuk kamar, kita bingung mau nonton apa -_- (omaigat yaolooh tolong) eh pada ngusulin nonton step up 2 yaudin kita nonton step up 2 deh. tiba2 meta nanya: "ada adegan kissing ga?" gue jawab "ada, tapi pas terakhirnya doang kok" eh meta dengan muka datarnya jawab: "yah dosa gue kan udah banyak, masa ngeliat yg kaga gitu lagi deh" spontan gue dan yg lain ketawa ngakak (aduh met mukanya jangan datar2 amat bisa kaliii) oke! back to the topic, di tengah2 film elya pulang duluan (yaah, titi dj ya el) emang dasar cewe ya kodratnya narsis, kita malah foto2 dan ga merhatiin layar kaca -_- (gua rasa tv yg nonton kita kayaknya) ah cape narsis, akhirnya kita nonton lagi deh (sempet keganggu gara2 merhatiin "meta dan rubik" suaranya bersisik beudh -_- di silent aja met suaranyaaa). selesai step up 2, kita pengen nonton film horror, tapi bingung mau nonton yg mana. setelah rundingan di KMB (lebay mir, je a ye u es alias jayus) kita mutusin untuk nonton the haunting in connecticut. yaaa filmnya lumayan serem sih, tapi gara2 ga begitu konsen pas nonton jadinya gue kurang ngerti ceritanya, gatau deh kalo yg lain ngerti apa engga. pas filmnya tinggal 30 menitan lagi, indah pengen buru2 pulang, katanya "mau pergi nanti malem" (cieee indah satnite-an sama pacar acik acik haha) yaudah deh akhirnya film belum selesai dan kita buru2 pulang takut ujan lagi!

Randy Newman - When I'm Gone

The time for us to say goodbye is near
The day I hoped would never come is here
Though many hearts are broken we must somehow carry on
Cause I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I thought my life was over when we met
So little to remember, so much to forget
Though it was you who saw me through the darkness to the dawn
Still I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'm a modest man
And it hurts me to say these things to you
After all we've been through it's the least that I can do
So instead of just goodbye I'll say so long
And as for the light by which you see me leave it on
I'm a better man than I was before
knowing you has made me strong
and I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone
Yes I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone

http://www.4shared.com/audio/R8Ljmvyp/when_I_m_gone_by_Randy_Newman_.htm

bimbang

halo blogger kembali lagi bersama saya miranti dalam "dunia dalam blog" (aduh apa sih mir ga penting -_-') saya akan menceritakan semua unek unek dan kebimbangan saya dalam posting terbaru ini.

pemirsa, apakah anda tahu? sekarang ini saya sedang menyukai seorang laki-laki, dia satu sekolah dengan saya bahkan sama sama ipa loh! (makin ga penting -_-") udah deh cape ah ngomong bahasa formal, langsung aja ya..gue jadi makin bingung deh, sebenernya itu gue suka sama dia apa engga sih? nih masa ya, kan biasanya kalo cewe suka sama cowo trus tuh cowo deket sama cewe lain langsung jealous nah kalo gue kasusnya beda! gue (dengan begonya) malah seneng ngeliat hal itu dan (lebih parahnya lagi) ngedukung kalo mereka itu deket -_- mir mir you're so obviously stupid yah ternyata
nah masalah utamanya itu: gimana caranya ngebuktiin kalo gue suka sama dia? kalo gue deketan sama dia aja, gue ga ngerasain apa-apa gitu. trus juga kayaknya nih dia tuh ga suka sama gue (ga suka=suka ngehindar) wadaowwww gimance dong? jadi pusing deh -_- yg bisa kasih solusi, plis komen ya..thanks :)

mandy moore - only hope...

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope. :')
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

finished

i think i should stop liking him, because it's futile for him to love me..

:'(