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Miranti Aprihilda 27 April 1994..just an ordinary girl who wants everything to be better :)

Senin, 18 Juli 2011

Tugas TIK 15/7/2011

1. Grafis?
Grafis adalah titik atau garis yang berhubungan dengan cetak mencetak.
 
2. Grafis Vektor?
Grafis vektor adalah objek gambar yang dibentuk melalui kombinasi titik-titik dan garis dengan menggunakan rumusan matematika tertentu.

3. Grafis Bitmap?
Grafis Bitmap adalah objek gambar yang dibentuk berdasarkan titik-titik dan kombinasi warna.

4. Grafis contoh-contoh file vektor dan bitmap?

5. Software-software pengolah grafis vektor dan bitmap?
Adobe Photoshop, Corel Photopaint, GIMP, CorelDraw, Macromedia Freehand, Macromedia Flash, Dia, dan Inkscape.

Selasa, 25 Januari 2011

naskah berkumpul di hari ibu

Tokoh:

Ibu Shofi:   59 tahun
Sandra:       35 tahun
Nora:           30 tahun
Silvi:             24 tahun
Meila:         20 tahun
Dilla:            8 tahun
Minem:      33 tahun
Latar/Lokasi:
Babak 1:     Ruang Keluarga
Babak 2:     Ruang Makan
Babak 3:     Ruang Keluarga
Babak 1
(Di sebuah ruang keluarga, duduk santai Ibu Shofi, Meila, Silfi, Nora)
Ibu Shofi:   Sepertinya jarang ya kita berkumpul seperti ini. Kalian berkumpul di rumah, untuk makan malam bersama, dengan ibumu yang sudah tua renta ini.
Kalian semua terlalu sibuk dengan urusan masing-masing sih.
Hmmmm Jadi… ibu sering sendirian deh di rumah.
Silfi:              Tapi sekarang tidak sendiri lagi kan bu?
Kami semua ada di sini menemani ibu.
(mendekat, memeluk dan mencium ibunya)
Ibu Shofi:   Mana Bagas, Meila? Dia jadi kesini kan?
Minem:      (Masuk membersihkan meja, tanpa bicara apa-apa)
Meila:         hmm sepertinya Mas Bagas sedang ada di Batam bu. Tanggung untuk pulang.
Proyeknya masih berjalan setengah.
Ibu Shofi:   Anak lima… kok… yang ngumpul cuma tiga…
Kemana lagi tuh si Sandra, jadi kesini tidak. Itu anak kok tidak bisa diatur ya?
Di suruh kuliah tinggi, malah maunya masuk teater. Disuruh kerja yang bener, malah sukanya pentas. (sambil mengelus dada)
Nora:           Bu… bu. Jangan seperti itu, Mbak Sandra kan anak ibu juga. Setiap manusia kan punya pilihan sendiri untuk hidupnya. Seperti Mbak Sandra memilih teater untuk menjalani hidupnya.
Minem:      Ya, ndoro, barang kali aja, Mbak Sandra itu bisa jadi artis terkenal, masuk tivi.
Silfi:              Nem, Nem, ngomong apa kamu itu. Eh, tapi bener juga ya?
Sana Nem, ambilin tasku yang tadi di kamar.
Minem:      Nggih. (langsung beranjak masuk)
Ibu Shofi:   Lah, bisnismu sekarang gimana Fi?
Maju kan?
Silfi:              Alhamdulillah bu. Ada investor yang mau mendanai. Website kita juga banyak pengunjungnya. Jadi pemasarannya sudah sampai ke luar negeri.
Ibu Shofi:   Duh, senangnya anakku yang ini berhasil. Jadi ingat almarhum ayahmu. Pasti dia juga bangga.
Tapi kapan kamu nikahnya???.
Nora:           Hehe… Silfi sudah punya calon bu, tinggal di ajukan aja ke Ibu.
Iya kan Fi? (Sambil mengedipkan mata ke Silfi)
Silfi:              (malu-malu)
Ibu Shofi:   Iyo, to Fi?
Ya, aku ikut senang. Udah cepat aja calonmu itu kamu bawa ke sini.
Silfi:              Inggih Bu. Tapi Mas Dani sepertinya masih sibuk dengan urusannya.
Insya Allah, setelah semua beres akan aku ajak kesini.
Nora:           Oh, kamu sekarang sama Dani toh?
Silfi:              (tersipu) ya Mbak.
Ibu Shofi:   Dani ya namanya?
Silfi:              Mengangguk pelan.
Minem:      (masuk) Ini tasnya Mbak (sambil menyerahkan bungkusan ke Silfi)
Silfi:              Makasih Nem.
Ibu Shofi:   Eh, anakmu tadi kemana Ra?
Silfi:              Iya, kemana Dilla tadi?
Nora:           Itu di depan sama Meila.
Tidak tahu lah, mereka kok cocok ya? Padahal kan tante sama ponakan.
Dilla…… (berteriak memanggil)
Dilla:            (berteriak dari luar) Sebentar bunda, ini masih asyik ni sama tante.
Ibu Shofi:   Sudah biarkan saja. Meila memang seperti itu kok Ra. Jiwanya masih jiwa anak-anak.
Silfi:              Gimana sih, mbak? kan biasa. Aku juga sering bercanda sama Dilla, dia memang anak yang lucu dan menyenangkan. Aku juga suka sama anakmu itu Mbak.
Minem:      Ndoro makanannya sudah siap. Monggo didahar…
Silfi:              Ayo bu kita makan…
Ibu Shofi    Sebentar Fi, ibu mau menunggu kakakmu Sandra dulu…
Nora:           tak usah ditunggu bu… Mbak Sandra sudah bilang tidak bisa datang.
Ibu Shofi:   Baiklah…
Silfi:              Oh, benarkah Mbak Sandra tidak akan datang?
Nora:           Katanya si begitu.
Ibu Shofi,  Nora, Silfi, Minem: (menuju ruang makan, disana tersaji berbagai makanan yang telah disiapkan untuk merayakan hari ibu malam itu)
Babak 2
(Di ruang makan, duduk menghadap meja makan, Nora, Ibu Shofi, dan Silfi. Minem merapikan meja dan menyiapkan sajian makanan)
Nora:           Nem nem… tolong panggilkan Dilla dan Meila, bilang makanan sudah siap.
Minem:      Ya mbak
Nora, Ibu Shofi, Silfi: (terdiam sambil merapikan duduknya)
(Berselang beberapa detik, didepan rumah, tampak minem berbicara ke Dilla dan Meilla yang sejak tadi terlihat asyik ngobrol)
Dilla:            Budhe Sandra!!!...... (berteriak didepan rumah sambil berlari menghampiri dan memeluk budhe Sandra)
Meila, Dhilla dan Sandra: (masuk ruang makan bersama Minem dibelakangnya)
Sandra:       Malam bu…
Ibu Shofi:   (diam sejenak dengan pandangan menyelidiki kearah Sandra)
Kemana saja kau Ndra? Pulang-pulang tanpa salam, lihat adik-adikmu sedari tadi sudah ada disini menemani ibu.
Nora:           Dilla sini nak… (Memanggil Dilla sambil menyuruhnya duduk disebelah)
Dilla:            Baju budhe bagus ya ma… (dengan suara pelan)
Nora:           iya sayang…
Sandra:       Dilla mau? Nanti budhe belikan ya (sambil tersenyum simpul kearah Dilla)
Ibu Shofi:   Sandra, jangan mengalihkan perhatian jawab, pertanyaan ibu tadi. (dengan nada tegas)
Sandra:       Maaf bu…
Assalamualaikum.
Semua:       Waalaikum salam.
Sandra:       Tadi ada pentas di Galerinya mas Dafa. Maaf hanya aku saja yang kemari, mas Dafa masih sibuk membereskan semua barang-barang seni nya, Mas Dafa ingin sekali bertemu dengan ibu tapi keadaan yang tidak bisa kompromi (sambil menunduk)
Ibu Shofi:   Kalian berdua… Ada saja alasan. Cucuku mana Ndra? (dengan nada geram)
Sandra:       Iya, Fian dan Nando ikut ayahnya beres-beres galeri.
Ibu Shofi:   Setiap kali kesini, cucuku tak pernah kau ajak.
Kenapa Ndra. Malu kau punya ibu seperti ini?
Nora:           Ya, mungkin tidak ada waktu yang tepat bu. Jangan salahkan Mbak Sandra.
Ibu Shofi:   Kalian selalu saja membela Sandra.
Meila:         Ibu… sudahlah… sekarang yang terpenting mbak Sandra sudah disini, meski tanpa Mas Bagas, Mas Dafa dan Mas Hari, kita bisa berkumpul disini khan (sambil membelai tangan ibunya)
Silfi:              Bu… makanannya kalau dingin tak akan enak untuk dimakan. Fian dan Nando, juga sudah bertemu ibu kan, lebaran kemarin.
Ibu Shofi:   Iya, aku hanya rindu dengan cucuku yang ganteng-ganteng itu.
Hmmm baiklah… maafkan ibu kalian ini ya… baiklah kita mulai saja makan malamnya.
Semuanya: Bismillahirahmanirahim
(Mereka semua makan malam dengan suasana yang sudah mulai mencair, tak ada ketegangan lagi diantara Sandra dan Bu Shofi)
***
Babak 3
(Di ruang  tengah setelah mereka selesai makan malam. Ibu duduk di kursi yang tersandar didepan meja, sedangkan Silfi, Nora, Minem, Meila dan Dilla duduk di Shofa. Sandra duduk disebelah Ibu Shofi untuk memijat kakinya yang sudah tua).
Ibu Shofi:   Ibu ini sudah tua… semakin tua… sudah tak seperti dulu yang mampu merawat kalian semua, yang menyayangi kalian dengan semangat yang tak kenal lelah. Namun kini ibu sudah lemah, lihat… kaki ibu sudah rentah… harusnya kalian mau bergantian menemani ibu, bukan hanya dihari-hari besar saja kalian semua baru kumpul (sambil tertunduk pilu)
Sandra:       Bu… maafkan sandra yang selama ini selalu mengecewakan ibu… tak pernah mendengar kata-kata ibu… (sambil memeluk ibu Shofi dan menangis pelan)
Ibu Shofi:   Ibumu ini selalu memaafkanmu nak… Ibu selalu mendoakanmu sandra… meski kau mungkin sering lupa dengan ibumu ini (Menangis tersedu-sedu)
Sandra:       Aku takkan pernah lupa dengan ibu yang melahirkanku dan merawatku selama ini
Ini hadiah buat ibu (sambil mengambil bingkisan berwarna putih dalam tasnya)
Ibu Shofi:   Terima kasih sandra…
Dilla:            Nek… ini hadiah untuk Nenek… dan ini hadiah untuk Bunda… (dengan tingkah lucunya)
Ibu Shofi dan Nora: oooh terima kasih sayang….
Meila:         Bu aku tak bisa memberikan apa-apa… aku beri ibu ciuman saja ya … (tersenyum sambil mencium pipi ibu shofi)
Dilla:            Aku juga mau tante. Untuk Ila mana?
Meila:         (langsung menarik Dilla dan menciuminya)
Silfi:              Terima kasih bu atas kasih sayangnya selama ini kepada kami semua, ibu tau… Ibu lah yang terbaik dalam hati kami
Ibu Shofi:   (menghapus air matanya dan tersenyum)
Alhamdulillah… ya Allah… malam ini begitu indah… Ibu… tak mengharapkan apa-apa dari kalian, bukan harta atau balasan yang ibu cari dan minta dari kalian. Ibu hanya ingin sayangilah ibumu ini nak… sebelum semuanya terlambat
Ibu bangga memiliki kalian semua…
Juga memiliki Minem yang senantiasa membantu ibu dan tak pernah sakit hati bila terkena marah ibu.
Minem:      Minem juga sayang sama ndoro… tapi ndoro jangan suka marah ya… nanti tambah tua… banyak senyum aza… ndoro.,… biar awet muda…
Semuanya: Hehhehehe
Dilla:            Iya, nenekku masih kelihatan cantik kok. Bahkan sepertinya masih lebih cantik nenek dari bunda.
Nora:           Iya, tul. Betul kamu Dilla, nenek memang terlihat cantik kalau selalu tersenyum. Jadi ibu nggak usah sedih ya. Senyum!
Ibu Shofi:   Sudah. Nih sudah senyum.
Semua:       (tersenyum)
Nora:           Oh, ya, Mbak Sandra tadi telpon kalau tidak bisa datang?
Sandra:       Ya, memang, tapi aku sempat-sempatin lah. Aku kan juga kangen sama ibu, juga pada kalian.
Silfi:              Ih, mbak Sandra bisa kengen juga ya.
Hehehe.
Nora:           Tuh, kan Bu. Mbak Sandra juga selalu ingat sama ibu.
Ibu Shofi:   (tersenyum)
Sandra:       Baiklah bu. Kami semua akan berjanji untuk menemani ibu bergantian.
Benarkan Nora.. Silfi..
Meila:         Iya, Mbak Sandra. Iya bu, kami akan menjaga ibu.
Karena kami semua sayang ibu.
Dilla:            Dilla juga sayang nenek. I love you grandma.
Ibu Shofi:   Alhamdulillah… (tersenyum bahagia)
(Malam itu dilewatkan dengan suka cita yang mengharukan, meskipun Ibu Shofi tidak bisa berkumpul dengan semua anak-anak dan menantunya. Keempat anaknya Sandra, Nora, Silfi, Meila dan cucunya Dilla, sudah membuahkan kebahagiaan yang istimewa di Hari Ibu. Selamat Hari ibu…)

Sabtu, 22 Januari 2011

:')

you know that i like you for long time, but i can't tell you.. so i keep this feeling on my own
but, the more i keep it, i like you more and more! and i'm afraid that this feeling would be changed into possessive
so, i decided to confess to you, and you replied something i can't thought and it made me feel very guilty and sad :'(
i told you everything that i've been kept all this time, and i told you that i'll forget you after this
but.....
i think i can't, but i have to! i don't want you to be sad..  i just want you to be happy, even if it's not with me :') i understand.............
just so you know, i'll forget that i like you but i'll always remember you :)
and i hope you'll find someone better than me or her, i always pray for it
i'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier, i just don't want you guys to be hurt :'(
and thank you for everything that you gave to me, even if you think that it's nothing but it means a lot to me.....
you teached me what true love is, and i won't forget it ;)
you're the best thing i've ever know.........
the point is,

sorry and thank you for everything :)

Selasa, 21 Desember 2010

buon compleanno, meta cara! :D

hey blog! it's already 3 weeks since i logged in and posting -..- halah apasih mir bahasa masih belepotan aja belagu

oke, back to the topic. now i wanna tell you my story about my friend's birthday. she is meta! (y) alias miss expressionless. jadi, rencananya pas sebelum uas, kita mau nonton narnia abis uas. nah, kebetulan, tgl 20 si meta ultah tuh, daan di sekolah udah ga ngapa2in jadi kita tetepin: jalan-tgl-20-sekalian-mau-ngasih-surprise-ke-meta
pas sabtunya,gue kan pergi ke ciater (yg di jabar yah, bukan bsd) pile elya ilfi regina sms gua terus! katanya "mir, senin gimana nih? beli kuenya dimana? masa bawa2 kue ke mall?" etc dll dsb (dan saya bingung -..-) eh sialnya, emang dasar 3 kartugaadasinyalbersaudara.blogspot.com (lahlah kok jadi promosi blog sih? -_-) gue jadi gabisa balesin sms mereka gara2 ga ada sinyal!OMG, g u can see me *autis
akhirnya gue bilangin aja dalem hati maap yaaa taman2, hp gue epleng, sinyalnya kosooong =3=
eh pas udah balik dr ciater, gua bales2in dah tuh sms taman2 sakalian. eh pada balesnya "basi mir, udah hari minggu baru dibales" yeuuu masih mending gua bales kan --"
oke, back to the topic. hari seninnya, karena udah tradisi gua berangkat ngaret -_- dan regina meta elya udah nungguin gue di muncul kita langsung caw ke bsd plaza dan disana kita ketemu lia. pas gua mau ke kamar mandi, kaya ada yg manggilin gue, tapi kok suaranya kaya anak kecil yah? pikiran gua dalem hati. perasaan gua ga bawa anak dah -,- eh ternyata yg manggil itu lia haha mangap yeu li, gua kira ada anak ilang tiba2 manggilin gua, bisa berabe urusannya!
nah yaudah tuh, pas ke xxi beli tiket, muncullah ide jahat gua. gua regina lia nyuruh meta beli tiket sendiri dan kita duduk di sofa nungguin dia hihihihihi *ketawa setan
eh metanya kaya ngambek gitu dikerjain sama kita HA HA HA lagian sih pake ultah hari senin segala :-P oke setelah itu kita kebawah dulu belanja snack buat ntar nonton. eh emang dasar elya ..... , belanjaannya ga dimasukin ke tas, melainkan dibawa2 aja. alhasil sama satpam jadi diambil deh makanannya -_- yaoloooh tolong
oke kita masuk ke studio 2 buat nonton (#infogapenting) eh ternyata filmnya seruuuu haha ga nyesel deh gua tungguin sampe sekarang!
setelah nonton, kita pergi makan ke kfc (eksis everywhere) sementara pile dan ilfi mencar buat ngambil kue. pas kita lagi makan, pile sama ilfi tiba2 muncul bawa2 kue udah ada lilinnya (yeeeeee) dan kita ngucapin happy birthday ke meta: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY META, HAPPY BIRTHDAY META. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY METAAAA"
before
after 
oke sekali lagi SELAMAT ULANG TAUN META BUDIALICE hahahaha :D
setelah selesai makan, kita caw ke tempat karokean. pas mulai karokean, kita udah joget2 kaya orang-gila-yg-ga-pernah-pergi-ke-tempat-karaoke-dan-nyanyi-teriak-dsb 
niatnya kita mau karokean 2 jam tuh, eh karena faktor ekonomi yg tidak memadai, jdnya cuma 1 jam aja deh :(
setelah selese karokean, masih jam 4 tuh, dan kuenya belum dimakan jadi kita duduk di tempat yg ada free hotspotnya. you-know-what-girls-will-do-when-they-sit-down-together? yup, kita nge-gossip tentang temen2 sekolah mulai dari yg terkucil sampe tereksis
karena keasyikan ngobrol, begitu gua liat eh udah jam 5 aja deh. yowes, kita caw pulang!

oke, yesterday is the best day i've ever had w/ my friends :))))))) and a lot of thanks to:
meta (i hope yesterday was the best day for you :D) nopile regina lia ilfi and elya
i can't do this without you all :3
xoxoxo

Rabu, 01 Desember 2010

i must strong, i have to be strong !!!!!

i know that you're with her now
and i know that there's no change that i'll be your something special
because of that, i have to be strong
i can't keep going on like this. this is the life that i don't want
she even doesn't realize that i like her bf
but that's okay, i'll keep this feeling on my own
i must strong, i can't be weak
even if my heart is fragile, but i'm sure that i'll forget you as soon as possible

Selasa, 23 November 2010

Jazmine Sullivan: Bust Your Windows

I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could never feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should know it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh (I ain't sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)
(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby
really,really hurt me baby

Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.

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Minggu, 21 November 2010

when the time has come..

i shouldn't have known you

when i met you, i thought that you're a nice person. when we were closer to each other, i became the happiest person in this world. but after we got together, you changed. seems like you didn't not love me anymore, even when i asked why you just answer with nothing. you know what? that hurts me a lot. you said that you'd loyal to me, love me as long as you live. but what now? you deny your vow and you just left me here without telling me. i even couldn't cry, my teardrops is too worth for you. now i hope that you'll find someone better than me, and i wish a happiness for you. farewell, my love

adios,

il mio amore, carossima, mio caro :')

Senin, 15 November 2010

thirteen reasons why

Clay Jensen, an average, if somewhat shy, California high school student, returns home from school one day to find a box sitting on his doorstep. Upon opening it, he discovers that it is a shoebox containing seven cassette tapes recorded by the late Hannah Baker, his classmate and emotional crush who recently committed suicide. The tapes were initially mailed to one classmate with instructions to pass them from one student to another, in the style of a chain letter. On the tapes, Hannah explains to thirteen people how they played a role in her death, by giving thirteen reasons to explain why she took her life. Curiosity and fear of exposure keep the people on the list listening to the tapes, and through the audio narrative Hannah reveals her pain, and her slide into depression that ultimately leads to her suicide.

The Thirteen Reasons

#1. Justin Foley, the first boy Hannah had ever kissed, who lies and exaggerates the event saying that they had gone further. This gives Hannah a negative reputation at her new school.
#2. Alex Standall, the boy who put her down as the "Hottest Ass in the Freshman Class" on his Freshman Class—Who's Hot / Who's Not list. This action perpetuates the reputation of promiscuity, and causes her to become the object of sexual harassment.
#3. Jessica Davis, one of her first acquaintances. She was jealous of Hannah due to the fact that Hannah had been put on the Hot list and Jessica herself was on the not list. Jessica also liked Alex, assumed the rumors that Justin was perpetuating were true, and abandoned Hannah as a friend.
#4. Tyler Down, a boy who was peeping in Hannah's window and taking pictures of her. Hannah and another girl (Courtney) attempted to catch him in the act. This causes Hannah to feel unsafe in one of her last sanctuaries, her own home.
#5. Courtney Crimsen, a girl who most consider nice, who often hurts people unintentionally. Hannah had thought that they had become friends after playfully attempting to catch the stalker/peeping Tom, but Hannah discovers that Courtney, too, has been manufacturing and perpetuating rumors.
#6. Marcus Cooley, who went on a date with Hannah on Valentine's Day. The date was a joke, but he realized that Hannah might have taken it seriously and went to the diner. When he finds her there, he tries to force her to allow him to touch her in a sexual manner.
#7. Zach Dempsey, who witnesses the confrontation between Marcus and Hannah, offers assistance, but is rebuffed by Hannah. Possibly out of spite, he later steals her "compliment letters", which were a part of a Peer Communication class, when Hannah was in severe need of positive reinforcement.
#8. Ryan Shaver, the editor of a school newspaper, who befriended Hannah out of a common interest in poetry, shared private poems with her, and Hannah shared her private poems with him. Ryan published one of Hannah's poems which he had stolen, and her private poem was dissected and ridiculed among the student body.
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#9. Clay Jensen (co-narrator), whom Hannah connected with and fell in love with, but at this point in her life she was having difficulty connecting with anyone on an emotional level. Clay was not on the list, but she sent him the tapes because she regretted never getting the opportunity to know him better. Clay conversely feels guilty that he didn't try harder to understand Hannah, who he had affection for in return.
#10. Justin Foley (again), who after leaving Jessica Davis passed out in a bedroom at a party, allows Bryce Walker to enter the room and rape her. Unknown to everyone, Hannah was hiding in the closet, and did not help Jessica either. She holds herself and Justin partially responsible for Jessica's rape.
#11. Jenny Kurtz, a cheerleader who helped hook Hannah up with Marcus. She was giving Hannah a ride home when she hit and knocked over a stop sign. Jenny refused to report it and, when pressed further, kicked Hannah out of the car. Later that evening, a senior citizen was hurt and a student from their school died in an accident due to the missing stop sign.
#12. Bryce Walker, who engaged in manual sex with her after another party, ignored her apathy towards him. Hannah consented to this activity to try and force herself to the conclusion that committing suicide was the right choice.
#13. Mr. Porter, the counselor whom she hinted to about her plans to commit suicide still allowed her to leave his office and failed to follow up properly. His poor advice was the last straw for Hannah.

Rabu, 10 November 2010

finally !

finally, i know how about my own feelings for him.

maybe I'm just admiring him. i don't actually love him, because when he's close to other girl, i don't feel any jealous or angry or something. and i know that you're just regard me as a friend, nothing more. but I'm still confuse. why are you so care to me? (or just my thought) when i was sick, you were asking me why was i sick, had i drink medicine, or went to the doctor, etc. oh boy, you're REALLY REALLY making me confuse 7 circumference (apadeh mir -_-')

the point is: you don't love me, i don't love you. you regard me as a friend, and so do i. thanks for all that "care" you gave me all this time :') it was so nice knowing and loving you...

Senin, 08 November 2010

H O T ! ! ! ! ! ! !

entah mengapa hari ini tumben banget lab TIK gerah ! padahal AC-nya udah nyala, tapi tetep aja masih gerah -__________-" ohnoooooo

Minggu, 07 November 2010

advice?

ada yg punya saran ga gimana caranya buat ngelupain cowo yg kita sukain?kalo ada, please give me advice, because i don't have one :'(

Sabtu, 06 November 2010

this pain is killing me :'(

good evening guys! i wanna tell you about a story that i won't forget

i have a TOOTHACHE!!!! OMG IT HURTS SO MUCH! sh*t -_-"
dari 2 hari yg lalu sebenernya gigi gue udah gatel2 gajelas gitu, udah kumur2 (sori ya kalo jorok) eh ga ilang2 juga :( sampe mau nangis rasanya tapi eh baru inget masih di sekolah yaudah gue tahan2 deh tuh nangisnya. pas sampe rumah langsung gue taro tas dan ga sempet ganti baju, langsung beringasan buka kotak obat buat cari obat sakit gigi *kaya orang gila ngamuk aja dah -_-
eh ternyata ga ada! aaaaaa gimana ini?! udah gigi sakitnya minta ampun, obatnya malah abis zzzzz gue coba telpon nyokap dan ternyata (lagi) obatnya ada di nyokap gue daaaan hebatnya lagi nyokap gue masih di kantor! duh, great '-_- yaudah tuh gue cobain tiduran, eh ga ilang juga loh sakitnya :'( akhirnya, pas nyokap dateng (thanks ya Allah) langsung gue samber dan nanya 'mana obatnya? pain to death nih!' pas udah diminum, gue kirain sakitnya bakalan ilang eh taunya ga ilang2 dan malah nambah sakit. yaolooooh tolonglah hamba-Mu ini -______________- besoknya, gue ga masuk sekolah gara2 ini gigi masih aja sakit ga ilang2, cuma berkurang dikit doang (yah ga ketemu sama........) dan kemaren selama seharian aktivitas gue cuma tidur makan mandi dengerin lagu tidur lagi dan nangis meraung raung sambil jerit2 'SAKIIIITTT!!!!!!!' sabtu paginya, harusnya kan gue kerja kelompok sama meli meta ilfi, eh gue ga bisa ikut karena ini gigi (lagi) masih sakit nyut2an gila booo sakit beudh! +_+ seharian ini pun yg gue lakukan hanya tidur makan tidur lagi mandi nonton tv dan ol karena sakitnya udah mulai redaan (DIKIT)
i hope this pain will be gone tomorrow and ever and ever, wish me luck okay :')

Rabu, 03 November 2010

don't...

why did i have to fall for a guy like you? i can't compare with you, you're way too perfect. we're like the earth and the sky, which is i'm the earth and you're the sky. it's impossible for me to compete you in any way

why are you being so nice to me? if you don't like, like, ever then don't give me that kind of attitude. it's like you're making me fly too high, and then fall deep hurt.

you're just TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE !

so, if you can't love me back, then please i'm begging you not to give me any false hope...

Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Senin, 01 November 2010

halloween's day

yesterday was a HALLOWEEN'S DAY. i and my family watched many horror movies, such as Ghost Whisperer, The Haunting in Connecticut and Return to Halloweentown. boooo it was scary! -_-

Minggu, 31 Oktober 2010

where are 'you' now?

i'm confuse with you, what's wrong with you? you've changed. you're not like the 'you' you used to be. you're slowly keep a distance from me. you seldom talk with me now.

why???

i like the old you. i like it when we're texting. i like it when we're talking and laughing together. i like it when you're not avoiding me like you hate me

baby, don't make me confuse. please return to yourself. i miss you. i miss everything you have. i miss it so much... :'(

nonbar ipa 6

hello everybody, how are you? feeling good? if you say yes, then it's same with me :)
i wanna share you a story. kemaren gue sama anak cewe ipa 6 pengen nonton bareng di rumah pile, dan akhirnya yg jadi cuma gue, ilfi, meta, elya, dan indah. sebenernya sih meli dateng, tapi dia balik ke sekolah gara2 ada kir ( ya ampun mel, rajin sekali dirimu. aku mah males banget yeu -_- ) . okay, back to the story, niatnya nih gue kan pengen berangkat sama indah dan ilfi eh ternyata indah pergi ke dokter dulu -_- yaudin jadinya gue barengan sama ilfi. niatnya kita ketemuan dulu di gria jam 11, eh ngaret sampe 30 menit (maklum, namanya juga indonesia jamnya jam karet)
sialnya (emang ga boleh pergi kali ya gue?) pas udah ketemu sama ilfi, dengan spontannya ujan turun! deres, berangin, glutuk glutuk pula (gayung kali din glutuk glutuk mah hahaha) ah sial banget nasib gue -_- alhasil gue dan ilfi neduh dulu di depan ruko2 gitu sampe jam 12an. eh pas udah agak reda dan kita siap chaw ke rumah pile, indah sms gue dan minta ditungguin. yaudin akhirnya gue dan ilfi berenti lagi di depan pamsquare (eksis ye lu) untuk nungguin indah. setelah nunggu sekitar 15 menitan, indah dateng tuh, yaudah kita kembali on the road to pile's house (sebenernya sih masih agak2 rintik ujannnya) pinternya, kita bertiga ga ada yg tau rumah pile dimana! kita cuma tau kompleknya aja (great, masa iya nungguin di depan komplek sampe ada yg jemput? males gilaaa) akhirnya, kita berenti dulu (lagi) dan nge-sms pile dimana rumahnya dia. udah itu, kita lurus aja naik motor, eh pas di pinggirnya gue ngeliat ada 2 orang lagi mejeng di depan rumah orang. eh ternyata itu meta sama elya yaudin otomatis kita minggir dan berenti.
sampe di rumah pile! yesss hahaha pas udah masuk kamar, kita bingung mau nonton apa -_- (omaigat yaolooh tolong) eh pada ngusulin nonton step up 2 yaudin kita nonton step up 2 deh. tiba2 meta nanya: "ada adegan kissing ga?" gue jawab "ada, tapi pas terakhirnya doang kok" eh meta dengan muka datarnya jawab: "yah dosa gue kan udah banyak, masa ngeliat yg kaga gitu lagi deh" spontan gue dan yg lain ketawa ngakak (aduh met mukanya jangan datar2 amat bisa kaliii) oke! back to the topic, di tengah2 film elya pulang duluan (yaah, titi dj ya el) emang dasar cewe ya kodratnya narsis, kita malah foto2 dan ga merhatiin layar kaca -_- (gua rasa tv yg nonton kita kayaknya) ah cape narsis, akhirnya kita nonton lagi deh (sempet keganggu gara2 merhatiin "meta dan rubik" suaranya bersisik beudh -_- di silent aja met suaranyaaa). selesai step up 2, kita pengen nonton film horror, tapi bingung mau nonton yg mana. setelah rundingan di KMB (lebay mir, je a ye u es alias jayus) kita mutusin untuk nonton the haunting in connecticut. yaaa filmnya lumayan serem sih, tapi gara2 ga begitu konsen pas nonton jadinya gue kurang ngerti ceritanya, gatau deh kalo yg lain ngerti apa engga. pas filmnya tinggal 30 menitan lagi, indah pengen buru2 pulang, katanya "mau pergi nanti malem" (cieee indah satnite-an sama pacar acik acik haha) yaudah deh akhirnya film belum selesai dan kita buru2 pulang takut ujan lagi!

Randy Newman - When I'm Gone

The time for us to say goodbye is near
The day I hoped would never come is here
Though many hearts are broken we must somehow carry on
Cause I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I thought my life was over when we met
So little to remember, so much to forget
Though it was you who saw me through the darkness to the dawn
Still I think you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I'm a modest man
And it hurts me to say these things to you
After all we've been through it's the least that I can do
So instead of just goodbye I'll say so long
And as for the light by which you see me leave it on
I'm a better man than I was before
knowing you has made me strong
and I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone
Yes I sure am going to miss you when I'm gone

http://www.4shared.com/audio/R8Ljmvyp/when_I_m_gone_by_Randy_Newman_.htm